I do not like to share my private life beyond Luna. But, sometimes, I feel this is the only way to make me feel less anxious about tomorrow.
And I kind “use” you guys as my personal life support as well, because for me most of you became friends. So I just want to show my gratitude.
Now continuing with what I came here to say…
I do need love!
The last man I fell in love with was my ex-husband. And even thou I end up asking for a divorce, after all the psychological bullying that I was under, which also made me very unhappy towards him, I continued having lots of respect and compassion for him.
We grew apart, after one year of marriage.
And after that, I had lots and lots of great sex with different people. But nothing so meaningful.
Of course, some touch me in different ways, making me happier and even feel butterflies in my stomach.
But is not love, at least I do not believe it is.
Still, I feel that it is time to fell in love, with something or someone. Something like I have for my projects and work.
Now is missing the someone.
How, where and the when…
I have no idea, I just feel that I’m ready to jump into some crazy love romance venture.
Just had to share it…
Thanks for giving some of your time to read and care about my how I’m feeling, today.